I came clean. I told you what I've been up to these past few years. I guess you wonder what that means. Where I'm heading? What's next? Well...I don't know. I'm trying to take as many classes as I can - I said that. I am, taking an advanced mediumship class here in a few weeks. It's not to teach me how to be a medium, it's to help me practice and to understand the messages that come to me.
My goal, eventually, some day, is to be a psychic/medium. I don't know how long it will take before I hang my rainbow palm in the front window and take on paying customers - if I ever will. Right now, I'm content to practice, to work on bettering my spiritual self and just to live happy.
Psychic? Medium? Healer? Huh? WTF are you talking about?
Let me backtrack a minute and define some of this for you.
A Psychic is a person who claims to have an ability to perceive information hidden from the normal senses through extrasensory perception (ESP), or who is said by others to have such abilities.
A Medium(ship) is defined as the practice of certain people—known as mediums—to mediate
communication between spirits of the dead and other human beings.
A Psychic and Medium typically go together. If you're psychic you're typically a medium as well.
And there is a spiritual healer - holds the belief that a healer can channel healing energy into the person seeking help by different methods: hands-on, hands-off, and distant(or absent) where the patient and healer are in different locations. The Reiki I have used is spiritual healing.
I do see a psychic/medium from time to time. She is, uh...affordable, accurate, I know her well and I trust her. She is the first true psychic/medium I have worked with and sadly, as I continue on this path, I will eventually outgrow her. I'm not looking forward to that day but, it is what is supposed to happen. No matter how much I grow, I will always remember when I met her, she looked at me and said "you can do this, you already do this.You make the hair on my arms stand on end!"
Scammers? They're out there. I have been scammed. Quite recently actually. I saw a new reader just last week. She was a little pricey but, ah...it's just one reading. This reading lasted about an hour and she was good. REALLY good! Now, I know my way around the block - I'm not an easy sell. All this woman knew about me when I walked in her door was my first name and my cell phone number. There is no way she could research me. She was able to see things and confirm things that I had not spoken of. I answered her questions but, I did not volunteer her any information. At one point, I even began to cry about some of the painful things she knew/confirmed. She looked at me and said "You have had 2 miscarriages before your son." Yes, I suspected there were more but, 2 that I know for certain. She spoke of friendships which are no more and why. She was pretty good so, when she told me that I carry too much burden for someone my age, and she could help me. She was deeply touched by my pain and I can't even remember what else she said. I agreed to work with her to help heal my "bleeding" spirit and set up my appointment for the next day.
I told my friend who was with me about it, and I said that my homework was to list seven negative events in my life. I remember the look on her face-she was a little stunned and she said "Seven? That's a lot!"
I looked at her and said "But, I already have 6."
I debated continuing on with this. I talked it out with Jeremy, with a friend and thought on it over night. And went back to the woman the next day.
I walked into her "office". It was empty (they were out back smoking when I pulled in) but, I could smell the french fries from the fast food bag on the table. The other table, someone had been working a jigsaw puzzle, so I waited. Finally, she came in and invited me to the other room. She looked at me and said "And you are?" I told her my name. "What are you hear for?"
And I knew.
I thought she was so moved by my pain. I thought she never gave out her personal phone number. I thought she was going to do a special meditation for me that night before? You'd think with all the fluff she could at least remember my name! She repeated a bit of what she had told me the day before about pain and my wounded spirit. She also kept repeating how important it was not to tell anyone of this "work" between her and I. I drove an hour and 15 minutes to get there. I was there for 26 minutes got 3 sticks of incense And she didn't even know my name?
I asked God to protect me from whatever negative energy she would send me. I cancelled the appointment I had scheduled. I am not going back. I'm not angry. I simply learned a valuable lesson. I sat at that table, and I tried hard not to cross my arms (crossing your arms closes you off and essentially tells a psychic/medium that you are closed and not allowing them to read). I didn't want to be obvious that I had locked her out.
As always, if something sounds too good to be true, it most certainly is. Listen to your inner voice, it will never steer you wrong!
Sending you love and light!
I'm so glad you shared! I love hearing about this stuff, it is so interesting to me.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear about the crapp experience lately. That sucks.
*crappy*
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