Nothing!

So, what are we going to do?

Nothing!

Nothing but pray.

Pray for...what? I don't even know!

I know, I know...I asked all of you to pray for us, for Amber, and for her kids and then, I say I don't know what we're all praying for!

We have decided. We're not buying anything, we're not calling our attorney, and we're not making any preparations. We're not doing anything differently until we know something has happened to Amber. That said, please don't buy us anything and please don't save anything for us. We don't want anything around our house that will get our hopes up. It's best for us this way.

I really do know what we're all praying for. We're simply praying for God's will and the strength to accept it - whatever it may be. I do want this little girl, I'm not going to lie to you. God knows the truth in my heart. As much as I do want her, I don't want her to lose her mother. I'm learning, as a mother, it's never about what I may want or what I may need, it's always about what's best for my child, his needs, and the will of the Lord above. Nothing, nothing more.