Shortly after finding Betty an escort home a young man arrived. Again, it was by smell that I knew he was here. He smelled great, like freshly showered wearing good aftershave. I didn't pay him much attention. He was fairly standoffish, and I wasn't going to push him. I've found they will reveal themselves when they are ready for my help. He began revealing bits of himself to me. It's like photo flash cards at times with a bit of charades mixed with 'One of these things is not like the other'. When I know I have a spirit in the house, I've learned to take what they show me and just let it sink in before I act or react to them.
One photo he showed me was of a young man in a white t-shirt with a black leather motor-cycle type jacket. He had dark wavy hair, with a bright white infectious smile. He was full of himself but, he was kind.
After showing me this photo, he backed off for about a month. I didn't feel or smell him heavily though I knew he hadn't left. I think he lost his nerve for a bit but, one afternoon while I was at work, I was messaging with a friend and I heard a voice say what I thought was "Dale" and when I asked my friend, we both typed "Daryl" in response to each other.
Daryl as I came to find, was looking for Judy. Well, I know a few Judys so, I had to do a little homework, ask him more questions to narrow down to the right one. I contacted the first Judy and the information just didn't fit her. I knew one Judy didn't fit at all. A little more digging told me Daryl was looking for his daughter. One Judy left...I sent her an email. Her response read, "my biological father is Daryl."
It's not my place to reveal the relationship she had with Daryl. He gave me a genuine sentiment from a father to his daughter and I passed that on to her. I'm sorry, I don't feel it would be right to share that message here.
This is beginning to happen more often, these visits, these messages, this knowing. I don't know who will come forward, what they will need or what messages they will give me or who the message will be for. Often, I get information about people or I might get a knowing such as a 'you need to see a Dr. type thing. This info comes often through emails or instant messages - not from the spirit but, if you were to send me an email or to chat, I often can read you through that info. It's often a voice that comes from behind my right shoulder and often my right arm begins to shake. I want to say I have no control over who comes in but, if I am uncomfortable with a spirit, I can ask it to leave. I cannot control what they choose to tell me.
It's getting better, I'm getting stronger and I'm learning more and more. I'm learning how large a responsibility this gift is going to be. I want to be sure the information I hear is accurate. I pray often for guidance and for God to lead me through this, I trust he knows the plan!
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